She is the words that I can’t find. How could the only thing that’s killing me make me feel so alive?
I was riding in a red car late at night and tired of the city’s radio stations. I decided to turn on Pandora shuffle to mix it up from my Taylor Swift playlist on my phone. This T-Swift playlist I speak of may or may not have every song from every album and nobody else’s (NO JUDGING.) After a while, She by Parachute came through the speakers and it was like I was younger at heart writing who I loved on the back of my hand again. If you haven’t heard this song LISTEN TO IT RIGHT NOW!!!
The song is about a guy who is cool, calm, and collected until a girl shows up in his world. Nothing more than a friendship but this girl is nothing like any girl he’s ever met before. This throws him off. He feels like he says the wrong things, makes endless mistakes, and it’s killing him that he can’t get all of his feelings out. This is a song I used to sing when I believed endlessly in all the love and that Troy Bolton was just a hello away. I sat there in the car and just thought Corsica, what have you been doing?
I feel like this post is one of the most important to bring into the new year. As you focus on yourself you also need to focus on your heart. I’m not saying that it has to be over the top, perfect, magical, on the toes all the time but it should never be bad. I’ve had a lot of bad, and I can honestly say that there is no Say Anything moments with this past year. You could win my heart with Chipotle imagine what music and pouring out your heart would do to me.
Anyways, I’m not saying he has to be superman or any superhero in fact. You are precious, beautiful, valuable, priceless, and overall earth-shattering. There is so much magic in you. You deserve love, and to be loved, to be cherished. When you’re with someone who makes you smile more than anything make sure they aren’t the reason you cry. Love is not mean, does not hate, does not hurt. There are things you go through and then there are situations you get out of. Learn the difference. You don’t want to end up regretting and having your heart tied.
At the end of this, I hope one day you are driving down the road in a red car, or blue (purple, whatever you choose.) I hope when the song comes on you feel the exact amount of love he has for the girl or maybe more from your other. I hope you do not question your decision. Sing the song, feel alive, and feel fluters. I hope he is good to you, I hope he never hurts you. For you are worth more than anything in the world. Someone like you is meant to be loved. If someone tries to steal you away remember who you are, you have the world in you.
Stay updated with me & let me know the song that reminds you who you are and the love you desire