Your touch got me looking so crazy right now
Your kiss got me hoping you’ll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love’s got me looking so crazy in love
Oh, Beyonce why can’t I just be you in this song? Why can’t I be the girl who has her one love for the rest of her life? To have that much passion and drive towards a person is crazy! I may sing this song at the top of my lungs (REALLY BADLY) but Beyonce I wish I had the slightest clue what you do cause I’m crazy NOT in love.
You know for so long I was so fixed on that in college I was going to find ‘Mr.Right’ and I think I now question if ‘Mr. Right’ truly exists. I mean just because every Disney princess found theirs before the age of 20 I don’t have to right? Yes, I do acknowledge that it’s fiction but in some world’s it does exist people!
Let me just say this past year and the year coming up isn’t looking so bright for me. I keep meeting the wrong people at the right time AND GOING WITH IT (smh I am not too bright y’all.) Or it might be the ‘right’ guy at THE WRONG TIME this is a thing you guys and it is bad.
Part of me thinks that this all jibber-ish. Part of me also looks up the horoscopes of everybody involved. I feel like if it’s meant to be it will. I also feel like I’m cursed oh well. It’s not that I haven’t been romantically linked it’s just I feel strongly about the way things should be that I shut them down fast or something else goes down.
Recently I tried to get into something I should have ran away from. To anyone who is relating to this post, please never do that. I let somebody treat me a way I should have never allowed. Don’t let it go that far. If you’re with someone just for the title and cuddles (I’ll admit it I miss) it’s still wrong!! I’m worth diamonds, all the PSL in the world, and of course the time. Your time is precious, just like you are.
Although I still watching wedding videos and wish I had a boyfriend, it’s far better to be happy and single than brought down and with someone. That is all I have to say. Enjoy yourself! Do you boo! I think I am going to focus more on that. You should too. Also if you do have your love I am so happy for you. Yes, I may not be crazy in love but at least I’m still crazy xoxo <3
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